第17章论出游OnGoingaJourney
威廉·哈兹里特>
&hepleasahingsinthewoingajourIliketogobymyself。Ijoysoaroom;butoutofdoors，natureispanyenoughforme。Iamthenneverlessalohan>
"Thefieldshisstudy，naturewashisbook。"
Iotseethewitofwalkingandtalkiime。WhenIamiryIwishtovegetatelikethetry。Iamnotforcritighedge-rowsandblackcattle。Igooutoftowetthetownandallthatisihosewhoforthispurposeg-pladcarrythemetropoliswiththem。Ilikemoreelbowroomandfewerince。Ilikesolitude，whenIgivemyselfuptoit，forthesakeofsolitude;nordoIaskfor"afriendi，ersolitudeissweet。"
Thesoulofajourneyisliberty，perfectliberty，tothink，feel，do，justasonepleases。Wegoajourobefreeofallimpedimentsandofallioleaveourselvesbehind，muchmetridofothers。ItisbecauseIwantalittlebreathiomuseoers，whereplation"Mayplumeherfeathersagrs，ThatinthevariousbustleofresortWerealltooruffled，aimesimpaired，"thatIabsehetoithoutfeelingatalossthemomebymyself。Insteadofafriendinapost-chaiseorinaTilbury，toexgegoodthingswith，andvarythesamestaletaimehaveatrucewithimpertiheclearblueskyovermyhead，aurfbehmyfeet，awindingroadbeforeme，andthreehours'marer--ahinking!ItishardifIameontheselohs。Ilaugh，Irun，Ileap，Isingforjoy。FromthepointcloudIpluomypastbeihere，asthesun-burntIndianplungesheadlongihatwaftshimtohishenlottenthi;sunkenwralesstreasuries，"burstupo，aofeel，think，andbemyselfagain。Insteadofanawkwardsileemptsatwitordullon-plaeisthatundisturbedsileheheartrefeelikespuions，antitheses，argument，andahanIdo;butIsometimeshadratherbewithoutthem。"Leave，oh，leavemetomyrepose!"Ihavejustnowotherbusinessinhand，whiidletoyou，butiswithme"verystuffofthece。"Isnotthiswildrosesweetwithoutaehisdaisyleaptomyheartsetinitserald?YetifIweretoexplaintoyouthecethathassoeome，youwouldonlysmile。HadIheomyself，aservemetobroodover，fromheretypoint，andfromtheothefar-distanthorizon?Ishouldbebutbadpanyallthatway，andtherefalosaidthatyoumay，whenthemoodyfiteson，walkorrideonbyyourself，andindulgeyourreceives。Butthislookslikeabreaaofothers，ahinkihatyououghttorejoinyourparty。"Outuponsuchhalf-facedfellowship，"sayI。Iliketobeeithereomyself，orehedisposalofothers;totalkorbesilent，towalkorsitstill，tobesociableorsolitary。IleasedwithaionofMr。p;apos;s，thathethought"itabadFrentodrinkourwihourmeals，andthatanEnglishmanoughttodooatime。"SoIottalkandthink，einmelanusingandlivelyversationbyfitsandstarts。
"L"Letmehaveayway，""ssaysSter;W"Wereitbuttoremarkhowtheshadowslehesu;Itisbeautifullysaid;but，inmyopinion，thisualparierfereswiththeinvoluntaryimpressionofthingsuponthemind，andhurtsthese。Ifyouonlyhintwhatyoufeelinakindofdumbshow，itisinsipid;ifyouhavetoexplainit，itismakingatoilofapleasure。Youotreadthebookofbeiuallyputtothetroubleitforthebehers。Iamforthissyhodonajourotheanalytical。Iamttolayinastockofideasthen，andtoexamiomisethemafterwards。Iwanttoseemyvaguenotionsfloatlikethedowlebeforethebreeze，andnottohavethemehebriarsandthornsoftroversy。Foroohaveitallmyownway;andthisisimpossibleunlessyouarealone，orinsupanyasIdo。Ihaveueapointwithawentymilesofmeasuredroad，butnotforpleasure。Ifyouremarkthestofabeanfieldgtheroad，perhapsyourfellow-travellerhasnosmell。Ifyoupointtoadista，perhapsheisshhted，andhastotakeouthisglasstolookatit。Thereisafeeliohecolorofacloud，whichhitsyourfancy，buttheeffectofwhichyouareuoatfor。Thereisthennosympathy，butanuneasygafterit，andadissatisfawhichpursuesyouontheway，andintheendprobablyproducesill-humor。NowIneverquarrelwithmyself，andtakeallmyownsfraillIfiodefeobjes。
Itisyoumaynotbeofatheobjedcircesthatpresentthemselvesbeforeyou--thesemayreumberofobjedleadtoassostoodelidrefiobepossiblyuhers。YettheseIlovetodsometimesstillfondlyclutchthem，efrtodoso。Togivewaytbeforeparavaganceoraffe;aherhaouhismysteryateveryturn，aakeaerestiheendisnotaasktowhichfeete"giveitaanding，but;MyoldfriendCe，however，coulddoboth。Hecouldgoodelightfulexplanatorywayoverhillanddaleasummer'sdayaalaoadidaoraPi;Hetalkedfarabovesinging。"IfIyideasinsoundingandflhtperhapswishtohavesomeooadmiretheswellingtheme;orIoret，wereitpossibleformestilltohearhisegvoithewoodsofAll-Fox-den。Theyhad"thatfihemwhichourfirstpoetshad";andiftheycouldhavebeencaughtbysomerarei，wouldhavebreathedsusasthefollowing:
"Herebewoodsasgreen
Asany，airlikewiseasfresha
AswhensmoothZephyrusplayso
&hecurledstreams，withfloos;asmany
Astheyives，andaschoiy;
Herebealls，andwells，
Arbourso&aprooodbine，ddells;
Choosewherethouwilt，whilstIsitbyandsing，
atherrushestomakemanyaring，
Ffialesoflove，
Hohoebe，huntinginagrove，
FirstsawtheboyEndymion，fromwhoseeyes
&erneverdies;
Howshep;apos;dhimsoftlyinasleep
Histemplesboundwithpoppy，tothesteep
HeadofoldLatmos，whereshestoopseaight，
Gildiaiher'slight，
Tokisshersweetest。"