第6章青春不散场（5）
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ZaptheSap
埃里克？萨珀斯登EricSaperston
I’tbelieveit。AsIwalkedintocampusIsawposterseveryords“ZaptheSap！”s。IwasthestudentbodypresidentandIwasbeingreyposition。Asmypeersbeganarrivingoncampus，Iwatchedthemgatherarouersandthenlookmyway。Atthatmomemyheart，mycharadmywholebodyushedbadforthoveracheese-grater。Iiedtryiokeepmyposure。
Wheudentbodypresident，campusoffigratulatedmeonmysayingitwasohecollegehadseen。Mypoliticalcareerbeganbythrowihecampuslawn。IwouldthrowaFrisbeetosomeoknowahrowittosomeokn，wehadbuiltaunityofpeoplewhometeverydayatlunchtothrowFrisbees。
Onedaywhilethrowihegroupspontaoclimbthemountainnearourcampus。Whehesummit，itfeltlikewewereatsummercamp。Welaughed，daoldjokes。Itwasintoxiglyfun。Whileplayileintheountainair，weunanimouslydecidedtodoitagainthefollowingweek。OurmottaFriend。”
SotheweekwhileplayingFrisbee，wewouldthrowittosomeoknow，runoveraoclimbthemountainouldsay，“Weguaranteeaclimaxeverytime。”
&edoutofhikers。Butasthewordspread，theicreased。Onedayoncampus，Imetawomaninawheeldwestartedtalking。HernamewasGrace。Iaskedherifshehadeverbeehemountain。Shesaidshehadn’t。ItoldherthatmybuddiesandIwouldcarryherifshewereupfraceacceptedtheoffer。Theupthemourabbingaerofherchairaswecarriedher1。7milestothetop。
ThisrobablyomagiddeeplymeaningfulthingsIdidiheend，wehadover75peoplegthemountainonThursdays，ingGrace。Allofusatedfeltlikewewerepartofsomethingmuchbiggerthanerebuildingaunitya。
Withthestudei，myfriendsfromthemountaineoru。SoIdid。IknewIakeadifferehateamof75pearoundmeandnoonerisedthatIhadwoion。
&hingIdidaspresidentwashangasigheAssociatedStuderead，“Under！”Iroudofmyaenttosaytheleast。Mostofmylifeasayouthentintheprincipal’sihiswasoimesIhadactuallyachievedboaionfrommypeers。
Theysayabsolutepowercorruptsabsolutely。Itsuredidiallthepotomyhead。Myegandmypridewereoutanspeakingdowntopeople，demaehoughtIkwasbest。MyfriendsandsupporterstriedtouhatIhadged，thatIwasabusingmyposition，butIwasn’tlistening。
Itwasn’tloheverypeoplewhohadbelievedinmypresideurnagaiIstillayiion。Itookmyobsessionwithpowertosuextreme。Apubliflictwiththefemalevicepresidehefloodgatesforotherswhowereupsetwithme。Itbecameabloodbath。Whatstartedoutasawonderfullyenrigexperience，orsoIthought，suddeoonehtmares。“ZaptheSap！”posterswouldsoonbeeverywhereoncampus。
WhenIrealizedIhadmadeamistake，itwastoolate。Mywholeworldcollapsed。IhadsomudsadnessinmylifeasIdidthen。There_wasI，o-likedguysoncampus，powerfulandmakingadiffereilmyegotookoverar。
Afriendofminesaid，“Whenamanlooksintotheabyssandnothingisstaringback，thatiswhenhefindshistruecharacter。”Ityaionallybankrupt。Iwasatthebottomandhadogobutup。Ibegantorebuild。Iapologizedtoacoupleofdie-hardsupporters，whoforwhateverreasondidnotquitonme，aivemeforallthewrongdoingIhaditted。Theyaccepted。ItoldthemIwasgoingtofightthisrecallele。Iwasn’tjustgoingtorollovera。
Thecampusroar。EverydaytheneerhadaertotheeditwhatabigjerkIwas。SoIwentbapuslawnandbeganexplainisthattheallegatiorue。Ihadletthepettomyheadandabusedmyposition。IpromisedthatIhadlearnedmylessonandthatIwasnotdthestudents。Iwaobuildacoffeehouseonthelythesedofitskie。Iwaobuilditsareaaheaterdepartmeplays，themusicdepartmentperformdthespeechdepartmehere。Ithoughttomyself，pleasedonotrecallme。Iam。
IamnotsureifIwouldhavebee，but，byastrokeofmagieiiohechargesweredroppedandIstayedinoffice。