Inwardsufferiofnemesis。
内心的痛苦是最厉害的惩罚。
我悲愤交加，当晚彻夜未眠。
我们要善待无助的生命，要光明磊落地做人，要明辨是非。
他以一种明智、深刻的方式让我自己做出决定。
IneverdidlearnhowDadmay'spresence。。。
mao：达成；设法
&downeduntieBogy。。。
kneeldown：跪下
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IworkedattheColoradoStateUerinaryTeagHospitalasaselorinthegesProgram。Wehelppeopledealwiththeexperienceoflosiherthroughillness，atoreuthanasia。
&ime，IhadaamedBonnie，awomaninhermid-fifties。Bonniehaddrivenanhourandahalftoseeifthedoctorsatthehospitalcoulddoanythingtohelpherfourteen-year-oldbladardpoodle，dra，affeatelycalledCassie。Thedoghadbeehargicforaweekorsoaobefusedattimes。
ShehadbeehatmbyDr。JahatCassiehadabraintumorthatcouldtakeCassie'slifeatanytime。
Bonedtolearnthatheralwassoill。Thatwaswherodue。ThegesProgramoftenhelpspeoplewhiletheywrestledwiththedifficultdeofwhethertoeuthascourse。
Bonniehadgraying，light-brownwavyhairthatshepulledbatebarrette。Shehadsparklinglightblueeyesthatimmediatelydrewmyattention，andtherewasaessaboutherthattoldmesheersonwhothoughtthingsthrough，awomanwhodidydes。
Fortwentyyears，Bonniehadbeeoamanwhomistreatedher。Boriedmany，maoleavehim，butshejust'tdoit。Fiury-fiveyearsold，shefoundthecetowalkaway。SheandCassie，whowasfouryearsoldatthetime，movedtoLaramie，Wyomiheoldhurtsandbeginanewlife。Cassielovedherandneededher，andforBohefeelingwasmutual。Thereweremanyroughtimesahead，butBonnieahroughthemtogether。
Sixyearslater，BoHank，amanwholovedherinawaythatshehadneverbeeheyweremarriedoer。Theirmarriageewithdis，affepleroutinesandhappiness。Bonniewaslivingthelifeforwhichshehadaled。
，Haoleaveforworkathistree-trimmingservice。Asalways，heandBonnieembraotherinthedoorwayoftheirhomeandaowledgedoutloudhowblessedtheyweretohaveeachother。
Bohomethatdayratherthangoingintoheroffice，wheresheheldapositionasaaheafternoon，herph。Whenshepickeditup，sheheardthevoiceoftheteamleaderwhoheadedtheseard—rescueserviceforwhiiewasavolunteer。Boehefirstvolunteerscalledwherouble。
Thatday，MargietoldheramaroapowerliwobloBonnie'shouse。Bonhiofherhouseaohertruck。
WhenBonhehouse，shesawawouldbeengravedinhermiofherlife。HerbelovedHankhunglifelesslyfromthebraallwoodtree。
AllthatBonniehadreceivedaboutsafelyhelpingsomeonewhohasbeeedlefther。Shewasn'tedaboutherowy。ShehadtshecouldtosaveHahadtogethimdown。Shegrabbedtheladderstowediruck，threwitupagainstthehouseandbegang。BonhetopoftheroofandpulledHank'sbodyoutofthetreetowardher。Miraculously，eventhoughshetouchedhisbody，whichwastougthepowerlielectrocutedherself。ShepulledHankontlesoftheroofandcradledhisheadinthe。Shewailedasshelookedathisashenface。HiseyesstaredoutiblueWyomingsky。Hewasdeadgone。Hehtbacktolife。Shekhecthatthelifetheysharedwasover。