我们聊了一会儿，我的态度始终很冷淡。你又问我是否愿意回到你身边，我说一切已经无法挽回了。
之后，我写到，我和我深爱的男孩分手了，他走他的阳关道，我过我的独木桥。现在，我仍旧过得很好。
&hefirsttimewemet；youwereascuteasyoudtheedtoplayfightthenyousatonme。
YoustartedtothrowpopwhileIwasgoingdowairsaobeatyouupwhileyoulaidthere。
Isawyouagaiine'sDaywhenIwasalittleshy，anddidn'tknow
&hefirsttimeIaskedyoutoyhousewithyourbrother；atfirstyoudidn'twanttobeother，father，andbrother。
WheairsIlayingwitvane，Iihinking—Iplaywithher？
WhileyonmygingyTV，Iwasstaringatyouhopingyouwouldn'tcatchme。
Thenwebecamealldstartedtoplayfight，youbitmeandIbityou，andthenweheldeachotheralittletight。
ThenIrememberourfirstkiss；yonthechairIwasinfrontofyouandstoodthere。
ButthemomenthadtolastandyouhadtogoandinmymindIwassaying，"No，he'tgo！"
ThenonMaretirlandIrepliedyesandle；Iingtherewouldbenotrouble。
IalwaysrememberonaSundaynightyousurprisedmeandsaid，"ILOVEYOU。"Iaskedyouoverandoverandsaiddon'tplay。Irepliedtoyouandsaid，"Iloveyou，too，always。"
&womonthspast，yousaidyouwaoleavesoIsaiddon'tworryjuststaycalm。Solaterourway，butsometimeswehadourbaddays。
Itwasaboutour4thmonthlannedadaysowewentout，butwehadabigargumentanddidn'tknow>
&efinallycame。Youcalledmeabitch，soIgotupandalkedawayandstoodbehindawallthenIjustthought"Godpleasedon'tletthisrelationshipfall。"
Asateardroppedfrommyeye，youwalkedbyandsaid，"BabyI'msorry，pleasedon'tcry。"
SofihomeandyoukissedmeandItoldyoutogo。
Youmadenewfrieanddoyouknoissed，mad，andakindofblue。
SothenIfinallytoldyou，youdon'tneedmeandIdon'tneedyou。
Soyousaidlet'sjusttakeabreak1month，2molikeit>
&erawhileyoucalledmethatyoumissme，youlovemeandyou>
&alkedforawhile，IwasbeingyouaskedmeagainandIexplaihensaidno。
SoafterthatIwroteaboutaguywhostolemyheartawayaswesaidgoodbye，hewenthiswayamioday。